Two weeks left and I´m home. I honestly have mixed feelings about this, it´s true that I´m incredibly excited to be coming home and to see all of my friends and family again but at the same time the last couple weeks have been amazing. My relationship with Amelia and the rest of my family as become alot closer and I´ve finally been talking to Amelia about our past problems. I´ve also been doing recreational stuff with her which I thought would never happen. The other day we woke up early together to go jogging and later in the day rode our bikes to a pueblo close to murphy just the two of us. A month ago I couldn´t see us spending time together like this but we both enjoyed it and I wish we could have been this close since the begining, it would have made the experience more fun and easier. Amelia even pointed out that I´ve changed alot, she says that I´ve become alot more outgoing and more talkative than I was before, I think this is just because I´m able to communicate perfectly with everyone now but she persists to say it´s my personality thats changed. At least all of this means that the fam and I are ending on a good note. They want to come visit sometime which makes me happy and hopefully I´ll get to visit them as well.